NO!

SHE IS NOT GIVING UP JUST YET.

 

 

Happy birthday,d.

I know I may sound like a hypocrite by even wanting to celebrate your birthday without being by your side. Its not use talking about/to you here anyway.

However there’s one thing that’s keeping me from being upset and that’s His love. I have gained so much more than what I have lost. Through and because of Him, my family is coming together after 20 odd years. Its a miracle. Though hearts may have hardened over time, I believe that eventually, they will learn to forgive each other and realise that harmony and unity is what’s most important in a family.

We are all writing our own stories.

And my story has just begun.

 

…

Its funny how we are in the same school and yet we never meet. ):

not good.

Though nothing went on between us, not talking to you, not hearing your voice, not meeting you (just any form of contact) makes me miss you even more.

 

BUT.

This has to stop eventually. I thank Him for helping me end it. Its probably the best way out of it.

Its all good.

I had a lovely weekend!

And i really mean LOVE-ly.

Meeting baby Kristlyn for the very first time on saturday was so heartwarming. The cute little family who has just received a new member was so full of joy, hope and gratefulness. I could feel it by looking at the smile on their faces! It was good. New life, new beginning, new page in their lives. They start it together. Together. To see this young family walk every step together, I am very excited to know what God has in store for them!

Attending a wedding of a friend’s daughter on Sunday evening made me smile all evening. The day which ceremonially marked their new beginning together. They were so sure that they wanted to live with each other for the rest of their lives. Its amazing God brings  people together. I can’t really express how I feel towards this. It simply touches people’s heart from within.

And church was great. Cg outing was BLESSED FUN! Rollerbladed and got to spend time with every single cgmate! (:

One more thing, this thing about being aware and ready for battle ( spiritual warfare) has been hitting me 3 times this week. Once during alpha, second time during service and today’s faithtofaith. It shall linger in my mind for a while now.

Actually, i feel lost. My perspectives are not aligned to God’s and I know it. I need to clear my mind again and get back to MUG!

I have been distracted lately, and I dont want to be anymore. Its like my mind is not my own. I need to keep reminding myself that I am here for God, not to satisfy my childish wants and all.

 

God knows.

 

 

Back to school!

Hello flyingbaguette!!

Have not visited this place for ages!!

And now im finally in school! Thank God for His unfailing grace that gave me a place in NUS. (:

Blogging is not my thing now because I have totally lost it!! I cant blog anymore. My english sucks. My thoughts can never last in my head for more that 5 seconds. My concentration span is less than 30 mins. And most often then not, I “got to go” before writing my whole post. + drafting kinda defeats the purpose of blogging at THE MOMENT.

Oh well. GTG!

have a good sunday all of you out there! (:

Blahh

I believe I know what I want in my life/ to do with my life/be in my life.

• To have a closer relationship with God.

• To be a stronger person.

• To do my duty as a child of God.

• To be a healthier person.

• To have clear direction.

I never want to be unhappy and troubled again since I have found a way to not be like this. Its gruelling on my emotions and mind. Everyone knows its easy to simply pout and grumble all day, but to replace that with a smile and word of encouragement brings it to a whole new level. Its tough, but I want to overcome it. There is no reason to sulk all day unless you know that God will not be with you anymore( but that is impossible for He will surely be with us always, to the very end of age. – Matthew 28:20

I havent been feeling moody all day for weeks! And its only recently that I found myself filling up my mind with unnecessary worries and negativity.

And I totally lost track of what I was trying to convey while typing just now. So I “backspaced” it all.

This is bad. And I have to get rid of this asap!

Dinner was great today, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR FONG.

Am meeting Cassandra this friday! ( she is of top priority because she is flying back to Melbourne next week! )

Family gathering this Sunday after church with chua and exhibition.

Busy week ahead.

Study/stayover with Jannah Lam and Alex. ( long time no see.)

Smile and have fun!

Cheryllll.

Ps: I really want to get to where I want to be. Hope it’s not too late!

do it bird style.

Hello. Schools been tough. It seems as if Im still living in my own happy/slpy/munchy world. But no worries, for I am gradually getting used to it. Grades seem pretty motivating. I like that. Weather hasnt been very fine lately coz it is not 25 DEG at all! Plus, the school lied to us again. WHAT AIR CON FROM 12 TO 4pm. Nonsense. Yadda.. Just got home from tuition. Took a cab, and I think it was GREAT.

Last week’s been super happening. LOVED IT. Had manymany texts(hahhaa), lots of relax(tivo) time, lots of BUFFET, LOTS of photos, truckloads of crap, buckets full of laughter and suprises.( thankyou hui!). Saturday was the best. Swam before dinner with mom and girls. Awesome time we had. Am really grateful for having such a wonderful mom and funloving friends. Alright this has been a pretty pointless post.

OK. BYEBYE.

Have fun in school/whereever tmr!

Cheryllll.

the sun..

is in the sky and its gonna be a glorious day.

-Mcfly

I feel the change in me.

Everything seems brighter today.

Guess I should get myself some raybans?

Perhaps..

Quickie Update.

Hello. Have been away for WEEKS! Tahaaa. Sorry friends. This blog has missed out so many things eg, my birthday, class bbq, starbucksing, stayovers, pigouts, and everything else! But here I am, typing away when my PHYSICS exam is tmr. What on earth is running through my mind?! I Have no idea! Ok actually I do. And it goes something like ” the principle of superposition is that when two waves of the same type exist simultaneously, their resultant displacement is equal to the vector sum of their individual displacements.” and blah.
Cool isnt it. Maybe I should start reciting all my definitions here. YEAH! It’ll be a great idea! Ok but not now. Im like 10 chapters behind.

Mommy is away. And somehow this “loneliness” feeling is slowly eating me up from inside. It isn’t what you would like to feel when you have a major examination in 10 hours’ time. Nope. and Ive been depending on Him alot, and I like the way it is right now. He shall be my strength, my shelter, and light and most importantly, my never wavering pillar of loving support. Thank You Heavenly Father. I am not ashamed of You and shall never be.

Ok. Blogging here really soothes my pulsating anxiety like opening the little peephole of a pressure cooker and releasing the hot headed steam. One word. Ok maybe two. SHIOK AH. Heee.

I should go and take a break because I cooped myself up in the Games Room for 8 hours. Prison break now! Trooooves.

Take care everyone!
With much love,
Cheryl